You can go suck

a fuck. Or better

yet, a toothpaste tube.

Anything can be a dick.

They all hate me

because I say dick

but I’m a virgin.

I used to use

an electronic tooth-

brush. Was never sure

how or what

was happening.

But it was

the happening.

I used to make

endless iterations

of myself, flat

and glowing,

for thousands

of strangers. Mostly

men. I guess

I was a porn star.

A child porn star,

if that’s a thing.

But I’m still closed

tight, a white sheet.